foR you to Read

You didn't read my blog; you misunderstand me; you don't know how i feel. You continue to scold me, put all the blames on me!
I never ever meant to hurt you. I didn't know it would hurt you. I wouldn't do it if i knew it. I feel worst when you're hurt.
I don't understand you because you never tell, never show. I am just too stupid, and i'm not being patient enough.
I don't deserve your love because you're too good. I never expect anything from you. I don't dare to move a step forward because i'm scared! I afraid i would fall into you deeper and deeper. And, I'm so worry that one day i would lost you.
Please forgive me for being so stupid, and i'm not able to make things different now.