Tuesday, 31 July 2007
Pray for the korean hostages
"Lo, a horror of great darkness fell upon him" (Gen. 15:12).
When some terrible sorrow which seems so hard to reconcile with perfect love, crushes down upon the soul, wringing from it all its peaceful rest in the pitifulness of God, and launching it on a sea unlit by a ray of hope;
when unkindness, and cruelty maltreat the trusting heart, till it begins to doubt whether there be a God overhead who can see and still permit--these know something of the "horror of great darkness."
It is thus that human life is made up; rightness and gloom; shadow and sun; long tracks of cloud, succeeded by brilliant glints of light, and amid all Divine justice is working out its own schemes, affecting others equally with the individual soul which seems the subject of special discipline.
Who are filled with the horror of great darkness because of God's dealings with mankind, learn to trust that infallible wisdom, which is co-assessor with immutable justice; and know that He who passed through the horror of the darkness of Calvary, with the cry of forsakenness, is ready to bear you company through the valley of the shadow of death till you see the sun shining upon its further side.
The disciples thought that that angry sea separated them from Jesus. Nay, some of them thought worse than that; they thought that the trouble that had come upon them was a sign that Jesus had forgotten all about them, and did not care for them.
Oh, dear friend, that is when troubles have a sting, when the devil whispers, "God has forgotten you; God has forsaken you"; when your unbelieving heart cries as Gideon cried, "If the Lord be with us, why then is all this befallen us?" The evil has come upon you to bring the Lord nearer to you. The evil has not come upon you to separate you from Jesus, but to make you cling to Him more faithfully, more tenaciously, more simply. --F. S. Webster, M.A.
Never should we so abandon ourselves to God as when He seems to have abandoned us.
Monday, 30 July 2007
God knows....
Love always come first.
Bible puts such an emphasis on Loves :: God's love, parents' love, brother and sisterly love, husband-and-wife's love;
Love the children, and love our neighbours, and even our enemies.... just like God loves us!
Did the bible ever mention about couples (bf and gf)???? I couldn't find any phrases about this kind of relationship. Why? Why??? It doesn't mean a thing to God???? God knows..... :)
Streams in the Desert - July 28
Every hard piece of road on which you see the Master's shoe-prints and along which He bids you follow Him, surely leads to blessing, which you cannot get if you cannot go over the steep, thorny path.
Every point of battle to which you come, where you must draw your sword and fight the enemy, has a possible victory which will prove a rich blessing to your life. Every heavy load that you are called to lift hides in itself some strange secret of strength. --J. R. Miller
Saturday, 28 July 2007
Waiting.....
I hope you know what am i waiting for....................
This is the very very last chance, i tell myself...
Thursday, 26 July 2007
...never ending.....
I hate guessing; I hate playing games; And I don't gamble!! Sigh....
I shouldn't have thinking too much. I've got no answer for everything! No answer.....! I don't know what's in your mind. It is not up to me to make decision. It's not as simple as you think! And be fair to others....
It is very difficult to reconcile God's perfect love with His perfect timing. Be patient......
My Lord, please make me one of those rarest of souls who willingly wait for thy time!!
::: When we think we are too tired to go on, Jesus says, "I will give you rest" (Matthew 11:28)
::: When we think no one cares, Jesus says He loves us (Jn 15:12-13)
::: When we need forgiveness, God says He will forgive us if we confess our sins (1 Jn 1:9)
::: God is our heavenly Father, who wants us to come to Him with our requests. He wants us to listen to Him speak through His Word. He has an answer for everything.
++ My God shall supply all your need according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus. (Philippians 4:19) ++
Wednesday, 25 July 2007
... To be continue....
Today, I'm very happy... very very happy! That was why I keep laughing in front of you just now.
I miss you.... miss you... and miss you... and miss you again.... :)
I hope this never gonna end..... Somehow, I am worry.... I afraid this could mean good bye....
I'm so confused......
::: AQUARIUS WOMAN :::
She is a leader , a real confident type. She likes to do things by herself, such as serving herself, opening the door herself. Because she thinks waiting for a helping hand is a waste of time, and she is not patient enough to wait around for that.
If she starts to ask you out, do not think she starts to flirt with you, but because she thinks it is a waste of time to wait for you to be the one who asked.
She likes a COOL guy who sometime act like he is ignoring her, so he has a chance to show him his own confident. She like to guess her man's reaction, but at the same time she likes to has many men wanting her.
She is a daring type who could just do thing differently from other people in her same society. She dare to fight for what she thinks belonged to her. Even she acts confident she mostly feel lonely and alone.
If she breaks up with someone , she won't show any emotion even deep down inside pain and agony. Not for long she will come back to be the cheery and merry person again, because she looks at the world positively and has "Faith" in the word "Love".
She has more men friends than women friends, so do not be a jealous type if you date her. She could be slightly jealous, but she hates jealous guy. She loves "Freedom" so before and after marriage , her freedom has to be the same.
She likes you to trust her, even if she does not trust you anyhow. She likes to be the one who is "Right", so if you argue with her , let her win if it is not a big deal for you in that subject.
She is a straight forward type, so if she does not love you anymore, she will just tell you straight to your face. Her love and relationship are always real, so if she say "It's over" be prepare to leave, she is not testing you.
She is not a vulnerable type, so do not have to worry about her, she will survive by herself. If she is with you when you get sick, she will certainly take care and look after you, even look after you mean "small loan".
Do not have secret with her, she hates it and really can piss her badly. When she is sad , be understanding. When she is happy, be happy with her, she likes that.
You will not get bore with this type of girl. Someone who is close to her will know that deep down beneath that confident and cold hearted person, she is just as fragile as any woman.
She is a fun and talkative person and she likes to tease you. Do not let she talk alone, if you do she will leave. She has many type of jobs because she beliefs what a man can do, I can do. If you want her to work for you, forget it.
When she is in love, she will just leave her job in the day time just to come to see you, but not for long she will go back to work seriously again. Prepare to live and love with a "Working Woman" then you will be OK.
If she mad, find a shelter for the "Hurricane" is here! Her bad temper will last very shortly though. She is not a revenge type and will not think of "pay Back" time. Most people might think of her as "One of a guy", but in fact she is a 100% woman.
She is easily hurt, so be nice with her. If she really loves you, then you are lucky because she is an honest, truthful and will never bored you. Understand that sometimes she will be over confident and sometimes like to have power or act bossy.
::: LEO MAN :::
Outside, you may think he is kind and gentle person, but inside he is a strong and secure person. If he is frighten, he will re-act and respond right away. His words always seem normal but mostly imply "order and demanding". He will not talk fast, or can not talk fast, neither walk fast.
In a crowd or at work he will act normally, but not for long you will see him standing out of the crowd and be a center of attention with his words, or his action. You might think he is a shy guy, but deep down inside he wants to power over his family and his friends. He just waits for that right moment.
Do not take what is his, and do not order him, or else you will see a fierce lion. He respects elderly and senior, but will never bow down and accept like a looser for he will rather die than loose his dignity. He talks bluntly even on an occasion that he should not say such thing. He is a compassionate guy and always look at other people on a bright side. He likes people to listen to him. Even he has such a blunt and bold personality, he could easily reach his goal without making any enemy.
Once disagree with him on something, he can be very up set like a rainy storm on a summer day. It will only last a short time, then he will be back a cheery merry person again. He is a bright and witty guy, and he will not put any efforts on something that he thinks it will not work and waste his energy.
He is a good planner and can well manage his job assigned. When he gives order, he expect them to be carry out exactly. He is the leader type that the followers love. He can give other people advice and solve problems for other people well, except his own mess.
He can be easily hurt by other people especially if you do not trust or respect his ability. You could compliment him sometimes and make this lion be your kitty with no difficulty. He is not a good judge for he listen to many people and tend to belief all sides.
You can hardly see a Leo man with no woman by his side. If you see him alone, he could already have a love one in his heart, or just broken up with one. Because he is very proud, he can change many girl friends. He will do many things for the woman he loves, but loosing his face is not one of them. Leo man cannot live without love , because for him, Love is a ray of Light.
He likes people to rely on him, it's make him feels "in power". He may complaint if he is asked for favor, but deep inside he is happy that you asked him. If you offer to help him , he will refuse you right away.
When he is broke , he can find money still. He is not careful with his way of spending for he has fun with spending money and happy to buy what he likes. He lets other people borrow money from him easily even if he has no money, he will run to his friend to borrow money for you. He likes first class , first quality of everything.
He can work hard like a mad dog, and sometimes can be lazy like a lazy sleepy cat. When he works, he is very serious. When he parties, he can be a party animal. If he ask you out, you will sure have a fun and jolly time.
He will take chance with his love life, so if you know how to handle him, you will win. If he is your love one, it won't be a romance novel. You have to be ready to calm him down when he over reacts to small matters because your cool stability will control and ease his mood.
If you can not handle or understand him, your relationship will be like a demolition zone, a on and off relationship till all your friends tired to hear about your breaking up and making up.
Beauty is always in the eyes of the lion. You have to be dignify to walk with the lion king. Your looks is part of his image and ego and he is very proud about it too.
If you want his attention the first time you meet, you better be astounding attractive. If you have a first conversation with him, you have to show him how much you adore his thinking. He likes to talk and not knowing that he likes to talk about himself.
Tuesday, 24 July 2007
Sunday, 22 July 2007
My love will get you home - Christine Glass
my love will get you home
If you follow the wrong star
my love will get you home
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone
get back on your feet and think of me
my love will get you home
Boy, my love will get you home
If the bright lights blinds your eyes
my love will get you home.
If your troubles break your stride
my love will get you home
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone
get back on your feet and think of me
my love will get you home
Boy, my love will get you home.
If you ever feel ashame
my love will get you home
If its only you to blame
my love will get you home
If you ever find yourself, lost and all alone
get back on your feet and think of me
my love will get you home
Boy, my love will get you home
i miss you.........
Saturday, 21 July 2007
Should You Get Engaged?
• If you have mixed feelings about engagement, Don't! You need to be certain. If you get engaged, listen to the feelings, especially numbness or dread or just plain wrongness. These shouldn't be there.
• Engagement is a serious state. Listen to these words: 'Dating is one thing, but signing up for the rest of your life is liable to give anyone a few second thoughts. The challenge is deciding if you're suffering from garden-variety cold feet or what I call, "frozen footsies" -- a much rarer malady.
• Don't feel pressured into engagement or marriage because your biological clock is ticking faster and faster. As one woman said about making a mistake of becoming engaged, 'I was turning thirty and that expiration date stamped on my forehead was flashing so brightly that it blinded me from all the signs.'
• If you find yourself saying 'I love him or her, but...' why would you think of proceeding?
• Remember, a wedding is exciting but it lasts for just one day. Is this the person you want across the breakfast table from you every morning?
By: H. Norm Wright
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In order to marry the right person, you need to avoid marrying the wrong person. That means understanding when a relationship isn't going to work and ending it.
If you need to work hard just to understand the other person or work hard to feel good about the other person, that's tough.
How long would you go with this nice person? How long would you go with this low level of interest? Six months or so if you want to. when you get married, make sure it's a big emotional thing for you. Make sure that you just love this person so much.
The likelihood is, if a relationship is going to get good, it will get good early on because ultimately most relationships get good pretty early and you have a little bit of a tough time holding on to the goodness over the years.
If the relationship takes quite a while before it gets good, it's quite an unusual relationship. Six months is probably long enough to wait.
By : Neil Clark Warren
Believing God For His Best

Believing God for His Best:
How to Experience Contentment
Bill Thrasher
Author
What do you do when you long for another person? Remember that it is not a sin to be tempted (Hebrews 4:15).
First of all, you can thank God for your normal desire. It is natural to long for companionship and intimacy. In order to not let this longing take your thoughts in the wrong direction, bring your thoughts in the light to God and share them with Him.
Reaffirm the truth of His knowledge of your needs and desires and of His loving care for you. Be honest in your conversation with Him. Trust Him to fulfill your desires in His righteous ways and perfect timing (John 7:37-39).
In order not to unduly live in the future, ask Him also to make the most of your singleness for His glory. As Jim Elliot said, "Wherever you are, be all there."
Friday, 20 July 2007
Frustrated.......
Love is not always returned...... should i continue to love, or should i give up???
I know what I want, but I can't act according to my feelings and my desires. It might be wrong.... I dare not try....
我很想爱他
天空下起雨了
他撑的伞 在你的身边陪着
可是我不快乐
因为看见他脸上的笑是很勉强的
我很想爱他
但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧
免得感情变得复杂
我很想爱他
但是理智在吵架
退出可以解围吗
谁能给我一个好的回答
爱情是模糊的
可怜的是 没有勇气选择
如果再舍不得
这样下去 我们每个人都是受害者
当爱情陷在危险边缘
是否都会伤痕累累
是否都会苦不堪言
爱情教会我们都放不下
::: Live Life :::
It never too late to change course. Start anew and write fresh pages of happiness and peace in the book of your life.
Live each hour with cheer, giving it your best. And, Do Not harm others!
Live... as if it were your first day, ... as if it were the last day; the only day of your life.
Thursday, 19 July 2007
7 years.....
::: Jacob meets Rachel at the well—He serves Laban seven years for her—Laban gives to Jacob, first Leah, then Rachel in marriage..... :::
11 And Jacob kissed Rachel, and lifted up his voice, and wept.
18 And Jacob loved Rachel; and said, I will serve thee seven years for Rachel thy younger daughter.
20 And Jacob served seven years for Rachel; and they seemed unto him but a few days, for the love he had to her.
27 Fulfil her week, and we will give thee this also for the service which thou shalt serve with me yet seven other years.
28 And Jacob did so, and fulfilled her week: and he gave him Rachel his daughter to wife also.
True love suffers long; It is patient, and worth waiting..... I know, and i wish you are the right one. But what if you are not???
We look for love, think we have found it, then find ourselves disillusioned when the feelings go away. How long would the feeling last?? Would it disappear tomorrow morning when u wake up?? Would it gone when you've found someone better??
Not that i don't believe in you, but there's too many uncertainty.....
Disappointments will come. Unfair circumstances will test our faith as well as our love. Yet, I can be disappointed by myself and still love you.
Love isn't possessive and sellfish. I'll keep you in my heart.....
Monday, 16 July 2007
...just let go......
I've spent a lot of times and efforts; I've been trying real hard. Thing just doesn't work out.
I don't want, and I'm not going to repeat the same mistake again.
When it is the time to let go, just let it go......
My First Class
He is a nice, friendly person. Sometimes humorous. But he was a bit strict in the class, because he wants us to be more serious in our study. So that we can learn more and obey to God's word.
Thank God for leading me to the right way! There're many many lessons for me to learn. Always be firm and dedicated!
16 SIGNS YOU LOVE SOMEONE
When you're on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just two minutes ago.
FIFTEEN:
You read their texts and emails over and over again.
FOURTEEN:
You walk/drive really slow when you're with them.
THIRTEEN:
You feel shy & turn into anyone but yourself whenever they're around.
ELEVEN:
When you think about them, your heart beats faster but slower at the same time.
TEN:
You smile when you hear their voice.
NINE:
When you look at them, you can't see other people around you, you just see him/her.
EIGHT:
You start listening to slow songs while thinking about them.
SEVEN:
They're all you think about.
SIX:
You get high just from their scent.
FIVE:
You relize you're always smiling when you're looking at them. Sometimes even laugh out loud.
FOUR:
You would do anything for them, just to see them.
THREE:
While reading this, there was one person on your mind this whole time.
TWO:
You were so busy thinking about that person, you didn't notice number twelve was missing
ONE:
You just scrolled up to check & now realised that you really do love that person.
::: This is damn true!!! hehe....
I wish that were you when my handphone ringing; I wish that were you passing by my office;
I wish that were you sitting in front of me while having breakfast; I wish that were you drinking with me;
I wish that were you by my side when I need someone; I wish that were you chatting to me on msn;
I wish that were you..... Anytime, anywhere,.... I wish you always be here!
I was very upset because you always appear offline; I was down when I didn't see your car at the car park; I was sad when your office's light is off; which means you weren't around.....
A real simple sms will brighten up my day. There was one time your sms awaken me from sleep at 4am! I was incredibly happy because you were thinking about me.....
My heart beats fast and slow, up and down when I see you; I'm so nervous when I see you;
I have millions of word to talk to you, but I couldn't open my mouth;
I wanted to listen to your voice but I dare not call you; I didn't even dare to pick up the phone when you called me;
I'm thinking of you when listening to the song; I'm thinking of you while watching TV, dining,...and before i go to sleep.
I wonder what are you doing there now???
I prayed to God that i wanna be with you, but He didn't answer. I know He has prepared something (someone) suit me the best.
Now I know I have to let go. It was tough but I know I can do it. I know I've got nothing to lose but someone who doesn't love me; However you are going to lose someone who really loves you. See, I'm more lucky! :)
Glad to have you as my friend. You are always on my mind! Remember, "any time when you need someone, i'll be heRe with you." :)
I thank God for what I have now, and thank God for what He has given to me, and what He is going to give me in the future.
Tuesday, 10 July 2007
Monday, 9 July 2007
PROVERBS 6:16-19
: Haughty eyes,
:: a lying tongue,
::: and hands that shed innocent blood,
:::: a heart that devises wicked plans,
::::: feet that run rapidly to evil,
:::::: false witness who utters lies,
::::::: and one who spreads strife among brothers!!
... if the world hates you....
God has listened and answered to my prayer. He strengthens me, encourages me. I’m not alone because God is with me all the time! What He took away from me is those belong to the world, because I am not of the world but of the truth, of God! One day everything in the world will perish. ‘Do not marvel, my brethren, if the world hates you.’ (John 3:13)
At first I didn’t understand what’s His ‘big plan’ on me. I was confused, frustrated and I was upset. I prayed to Lord, and I’ve spent a lot of times being all alone with my Lord. He knows my weaknesses, so He spoke to me and He consoled me. He opened my eyes to let me see what is valuable and meaningful in life! He removed those destructive.
I feel thankful now because without their discarding, I think I still live in miserable. Now I spend a lot of good times with my family. I bring my lovely niece to church. I share and I learn God’s word with my family and friends. There are many many good things which is sooo meaningful! I was neglected and I hope it wasn’t too late now!
Thank God for not leaving me, but live with me all the time. God is mercy, God is faithful. I confess my sins, and He forgives me. Thank God that I’m not afraid and not worry about those people who gathering against me. God is on my side. In Him I trust, and I will not be afraid. What can a mere human being do to me? (Psalm 57:11)
‘Don’t be envious of evil people, and don’t make friends with them. Causing trouble is all they ever think about; everytime they open their mouth someone is going to be hurt.’ (Proverbs 24:1-2)
‘Don’t be worried on account of the wicked; don’t be jealous of those who do wrong. They will soon disappear like grass that dries up.’ (Psalm 37:1-2)
Now I give myself to the Lord. I work on His plan. Be patient and wait for the Lord to act; don’t be worried about those who prosper or those who succeed in their evil plans. (Psalm 37:7)
‘Don’t give in to worry or anger; it only leads to trouble. Those who trust in the Lord will posses the land, but the wicked will driven out.’ (Psalm 37:8-9)
The Lord has show me the truth and faith, and I have to put my effort to do my part! I walked out from the darkness and I obey God’s rules. I follow what He wants me to do. Be wise, and give serious thought to the way I live, and associate with righteous people.
No matter how bad it is, praise the Lord! Be rejoice when people insult me and prosecute me and tell all kinds of evil lies against me. Be happy and be glad, for a great reward is kept for me in heaven! (Matthew 5:11)
Believe me, I have no prejudice in anyone out there. One day when you believe in God, you’ll understand what am I trying to say here. Those against me, I still name you in my prayer to God. May God forgive you and be with you too. ‘At my first defense no one stood with me, but all forsook me. May it not be charged against them.’ (Timothy 4:16)
‘Don’t be glad when your enemies meet disaster, and don’t rejoice when they stumble.’ (Proverbs 24:17)
‘Bless those prosecute you; bless and do not curse.’ (Romans 12:14)
‘Do not be overcome by evil, but overcome evil with good.’ (Romans 12:21)
‘Take heed to yourselves. If your brother sins against you, rebuke him; if he repents, forgive him. And if he sins against you seven times in a day, and seven times in a day returns to you, saying ‘I repent,’ you shall forgive him.’ (Luke 17:3-4)
Saturday, 7 July 2007
Heavenly Melody

They are now in KK! I’ve attended the musical feast last night (06/07) @ Shern En Methodist Church. Their singing is excellent, like you can only hear it in heaven!! Tonight they are going to perform @ The Church of Good Samaritan. Don’t miss it!! I’m going to invite my family and friends! I wish they can listen to the voice from heaven!

Zorina London (a.k.a. The Black Pearl of Asia) was sharing her testimonial. It was real touched, and amazed for what God has done on her!
Friday, 6 July 2007
F.R.I.E.N.D.S.
Thank God for listening to my prayer. He knows me better than anyone else. He knows what i need in life.
It was an exitement when I received a very special call from a long lost friend this morning. She has came back from UK couple months ago, but I just couldn’t get in touch with her. Finally, she called! Haha… ;p
I’m so happy that she still remembers me after apart for years. I got many many things to share with her. We just couldn’t finish our stories through the phone. Can’t wait to see her and have a long chat with her!
I know her 17 yrs already! We used to share a lot of things in life, and we both believe in God! She’s the one who lead me to the Lord! :) We had have a very very good time in college, whilst we contributed and seviced in church. I miss that time!!
I miss her especially when I’m confused, faith fails, discouraged,... helpless when no one to talk to, and no one understand me. She helps me a lot, and guides me in Christianity.
Thank God for bringing us together again. I need a ‘quality’ friend in life! Someone i can share my happiness and sadness, someone who cares and understanding.
May God be with her, and guide her in faithfulness, purity, consecration, … and everything in life! :)
