God's willpower

my Lord, please tell me that this is the right choice. This is your will, not mine. It must be the most accurate one.
The tears mystify me, that's why i couldn't see the blessing?? Please clear my eyes, cleanse my mind. Fill me up with your wisdom, so that i can see and think wisely.

LUKE 20:29-35

Now there were seven brothers. And the first took a wife, and died without children.

And the second took her as wife, and he died childless.

Then the third took her, and in like manner the seven also; and they left no children, and died.

Last of all the woman died also.

Therefore, in the resurrection, whose wife does she become? For all seven had her as wife.

Jesus answered and said to them, "The sons of this age marry and are given marriage.
But those who are counted worthy to attain that age, and the resurrection from the dead, neither marry nor are given in marriage."

soRRy....

I know how you feel, i Really do!
I'm sad when u deleted me fRom youR 'fRiendsteR' and 'facebook'.
I'm so envy that you've got hundRed of gfsss theRe! Even though you don't know them, I still feel veRy veRy sad, and that's killing me!
So, ... I know exactly how you feel!! And, I feel soooooo soRRy to you!!
I know soRRies no cure. But i Really don't know whatelse i can do!

too late..! ..?...?

When i see you, i feel veRy sad. That's why I don't go to 6th flooR now, and i seldom stay in the office now. I don't wanna see the sadness on youR face.
I don't know what to say to you. I don't know if i should say hi to you as usual. I'm sad when you tReat me like a stranger now. It makes me real SAD!!! I wish i can sit down with you, talk to you like usual. I wish to buy you tidbit, but i afraid you won't like it anymore.

It has been a habit to see whether your car is there when i'm in the carpark; Maybe you didn't realise that sometimes i park my car in front of yours (when the parking is available).
It has been a habit to see if your office's light is on everytime when i pass by. Which mean you're around. I wish i could bump into you at the corridor. Believe it or not, I even recognise your footstep.

I went to your office this afternoon, i wonder if you hear my voice? And this evening i went to 6th floor again, i wish i could see you there. But you weren't there.....

You asked me how do i know where your house is? Indeed I cruised around many many times, but i couldn't find it. It was too dark during night time; and your car wasn't there during day time.
Finally, i found it! You were away to China. I saw your car parking there. I was extremely happy!! That's how i know your house, .... and that night when i asked you to come out, i was waiting outside.

I don't work late. I stayed until 6pm because i was waiting for you. I went to the nearest place for 'happy hour' because i wish you would come join me after work.

I love you with long hair, either no hair. I don't really mind.
I don't mind if you only got 5 bucks in your pocket. I don't mind to tell the whole world that i love you!! I really don't mind! (Maybe you do, that's why i never mentioned your name here).

.... I'm sorry to say all this, when everything seems to be tooooo late now! To you, it is meaningless now......

you'Re always on my mind

I appreciate every single thing you did for me. The maggi mee is the bestEst food i never ever had before! I still keep the 5 bucks you gave me.
I remember every single word you said, your expressions, your laughter,... everything!! Many many things come up to my mind.... You're so special to me.

I know i might be wrong, i shouldn't have judge you the way i think you are. But I really tried very hard to understand you. It is too late to say this now. I will keep you in my mind. This is all i can do...........

foR you to Read

You didn't read my blog; you misunderstand me; you don't know how i feel. You continue to scold me, put all the blames on me!
I never ever meant to hurt you. I didn't know it would hurt you. I wouldn't do it if i knew it. I feel worst when you're hurt.
I don't understand you because you never tell, never show. I am just too stupid, and i'm not being patient enough.
I don't deserve your love because you're too good. I never expect anything from you. I don't dare to move a step forward because i'm scared! I afraid i would fall into you deeper and deeper. And, I'm so worry that one day i would lost you.
Please forgive me for being so stupid, and i'm not able to make things different now.

when love comes to an end....???

If you really love someone, you wouldn't have hurt her again and again and again without any reasons! If you do love her, you wouldn't keep her waiting and waiting and waiting for nothing without any reasons!!

Please respect whatever her decision is. Bless but not curse, neither hates....! She didn't mean to hurt you, and she feel saddest when you're hurt. Please take care and live happily. May God bless you!!! :)

... + cross + ...

Whatever your cross, whatever your pain,there will always be sunshine,after the rain .... Perhaps you may stumble,perhaps even fall,But God's always ready,To answer your call ... He knows every heartache,sees every tear,A word from His lips,can calm every fear ...

Your sorrows may linger,throughout the night,But suddenly vanish,in dawn's early light ... The Savior is waiting,somewhere above,To give you His grace,and send you His love... Whatever your cross,whatever your pain,"God always sends rainbows ....after the rain ... "

To get out of difficulty, one must usually go through it!

Let's always trust that everything that happens in our lives, be it good or bad, has a purpose. Allow God to use the circumstances in your life and mould you into the best person you can be. Remember that He is just beside you, watching and caring.

a beautiful morning....

"I wake up again because the LORD continues to support me." (Psalm 3:5)
"In the morning I lay my needs in front of You and I wait." (Psalm 5:3)

This is a beautiful Friday morning! I love rainy day!
And the most important thing is, I spent the most precious morning with my LORD!

I read and listen to His words. I pray in my own language. I pray for those things I need daily, such as food, safety, health, wisdom, wealth, ..... etc... etc. In the mean time, I pray with my soul in tongue language. I pray for something I don't know. Something my soul, my spirit wants.

We always accentuate what our body needs physically, but neglected what our souls need.
Pray, not only for the body, but the soul deep down inside! Our body needs to be feed, so does our soul!

Lets get every morning started with Godliness!!

a love story.....

Daniel: I guess we are the left overs in this world.

Jasmine: I think so.. All of my friends have boyfriends & we are the only 2 persons left in this world without any special someone in our lives.

Daniel: Yup! I don't know what to do.

Jasmine: I know! We'll play a game.

Daniel: What game?

jasmine: I'll be your girlfriend for 30 days & you will be my boyfriend.

Daniel: That's a great plan in fact, I don't have anything to do for the following weeks..

DAY 1:
They watched their first movie together & were both touched in the romantic film.

DAY 4:
They went to the beach & had a picnic... Daniel & Jasmine had their quality time together.

DAY 12:
Daniel invited Jasmine to a circus and they went to a Horror House.. Jasmine was scared

and she tried to touch Daniel's hand but by accident she touched someone else's and they both laughed..

DAY 14:
They saw a fortune teller down the road and asked for their future. The fortune teller said: "My darlings, please don't waste the time of your lives... spend your time together happily." Then tears flow from the teller's eyes.

DAY 20:
Jasmine invited Daniel to go to the hill and they saw a meteor... Jasmine mumbled something.

DAY 28:
They rode on a bus and because of the bumpy road, Jasmine gave her first kiss to Daniel by accident.

DAY 29:
11:37 pm
Daniel & Jasmine were sitting in the park where they first decided to play this game...

Daniel: I'm tired Jasmine... do you want any drinks? I'll buy you one.. I'll just go down the road..

Jasmine: Apple juice would be fine,thanks.

Daniel: Wait for me...

20 minutes later... a stranger approched Jasmine.

Stranger: Are you a friend of Daniel?

Jasmine: Yes, why? What happened?

Stranger: A reckless drunken driver ran over Daniel & he is critical in the hospital.

11:57pm
The doctor came out from the emergency room & handed out an apple juice & a letter to Jasmine.

Doctor: We found this in Daniel's pocket.

Jasmine read the letter which says:

Jasmine, this past few days, I realized you are really a cute girl & I am falling for you.. your cherished smile, your everything when we played this game.. & before this game ends, I would like you to be my girlfriend for the rest of my life. I love you, Jasmine...

Jasmine crumples the paper & shouted..

"Daniel! I don't want you to die...I love you... Remember that night we saw a meteor? I mumbled something.. I wished that we would be together forever & never end this game. Please don't leave me, Daniel... I love you, you cannot do this to me

Then the clock strikes 12

Daniel's heart stop pumping

THEN IT WAS THE 30th DAY...

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Always love your loved ones & show them how you feel before it's too late.. You will never know when they will be gone from your embrace.. If you were given a time to bestow petals of everlasting compassion & love to your love ones, today is the day. Love them while they are still here...

sometimes love just ain't enough

There's something you couldn't change, no matter how hard you tried! Don't blame... Take it, or walk away...
I know I could never change you. There's a danger in loving somebody too much.......
I think memories are the most wonderful thing in life! I'll keep you in my mind forever, Mr. Rabbit.........

::: 幾米 :::

一樣的眼睛有不一樣的看法。　　
一樣的耳朵有不一樣的聽法。　　
一樣的嘴巴有不一樣的說法。　　
一樣的心有不一樣的想法。　　
是不是因為這樣，一樣的人生才有不一樣的哀愁。




《布瓜的世界》
我努力的抓緊世界，最后卻仍被世界淘汰，　　
如果一開始就松手，我會不那么傷心嗎？　　
你說，親愛的孩子，世事難料，隨它去吧！







《向左走向又走》
They're both convinced that a sudden passion joined them. Such certainth is beautiful, but uncertainty is more beautiful still.
--Wislawa Szymborska "Love at First Sight"

他們彼此深信，是瞬間迸發的熱情讓他們相遇。
這樣的確定是美麗的，但變幻無常更為美麗。　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　　
－－摘譯自辛波絲卡第一段







《月亮忘記了》
生命中，不斷有人離開或進入。
于是, 看見的, 看不見了﹔　
記住的, 遺忘了。

生命中，不斷的有得到和失落。
于是，看不見的，看見了﹔　　
遺忘的，記住了。
　　
然而，看不見的，是不是就等于不存在？　　
記住的，是不是永遠不會消失？

Mr./Ms. Right

許多人往往在抉擇伴侶時，容易東想西想，不知所措，
就是因為害怕一時做錯決定，看錯人，造成終生的遺憾。

諾貝爾文學獎得主蕭伯納說：「此時此刻在地球上，
約有兩萬個人適合當你的人生伴侶，就看你先遇到哪一個，
如果在第二個理想伴侶出現之前，你已經跟前一個人發展出
相知相惜、互相信賴的深層關係，那後者就會變成你的好朋友，
但是若你跟前一個人沒有培養出深層關係，感情就容易動搖、變心，
直到你與這些理想伴侶候選人的其中一位擁有穩固的深情，
才是幸福的開始，漂泊的結束。」

愛上一個人不需要靠努力，只需要靠「際遇」， 是上天的安排，但是「持續地愛一個人」 就要靠「努力」，
在愛情的經營中， 順暢運轉的要素就是溝通、體諒、包容與自制(面臨誘惑有所自制)。 有許多人總是為「際遇」所迷惑與苦惱，意念不停、慾念不斷、爭逐不散， 而忘了培養經營感情的能力才是幸福的關鍵。

所以不要去追問到底誰才是我的Mr.Right / Miss Right， 而是要問說在眼前的伴侶關係中，我能努力到什麼程度、成長到什麼程度，
若沒有培養出經營幸福的能力， 就算真的 Mr / Miss Right出現在你身邊， 幸福依然會錯過的，而活在猶疑與遺憾當中， 這不就是許多愛情虛無症的遭遇與心態嗎？ 若你此刻已有一位長久相伴的伴侶， 不要再隨便三心二意地猶疑了，
　
我們往往不易察覺感情中的一個陷阱，
就是「近親生慢侮」，也就是經濟學中的鐵律
邊際效益遞減法則」，　
跟你在一起越久的人，就越容易麻木與忽視，
而新鮮的「際遇」總是那麼動人可愛。

在感情對待中，難免有摩擦與無心的傷害，
而且論得罪自己的次數累加起來最多的人，
當然是跟我們在一起最久、最親近的人；
　
而新歡呢，又還沒開始有得罪你的機會，
再加上他的刻意討好，所以新歡怎麼看怎麼可愛，
舊愛怎麼看怎麼討厭。
　
但別忘了，新歡身上總是有不確定的未知數，
舊愛身上就是有難得的熟悉感、確定感、信賴感。
千萬不要隨便在偶然的「際遇」中迷失了自己，錯放了幸福溫暖的手。
　
所以蕭伯納的話，是要提醒情人不要太鑽牛角尖於尋覓那唯一，
應該把精神用在學會經營幸福的能力上，
同時也提醒我們「溺水三千，只取一瓢飲」。

若有幸遇到了難得的伴侶，就不要再三心二意了，
因為我們永遠不知道一生何時會遇到兩萬個其中的幾個，
所以要知福惜福、活在當下。

Q&A

A friend of mine said, “There is a good thing to be a Christian. You can always ask for forgiveness when you did wrong. Which means you can keep doing thing wrong, then you confess, and God will forgive you!”
The God is mercy, no doubt. When we confess our sins with sincerity, He forgives. We confess 100 times, He forgives 100 times!! The fact is when we confess to God, we open our mouth and pray to Him. When we started the first conversation with God, He listens and there the miracles begin. He has a plan on every one of us.
In our prayer we talk to Him, and we listen, we obey His rules. Day-after-day, we live a Christian life! There’s no forever sin as if you confess to God. Give yourselves a chance; give our Lord a chance to create a miracle on you!

And he asked, ‘How do you know your happiness and blessing are from your God, but not ‘others’? I pray for you in the temple too.’
Well, if you love me, please pray for me to my Lord. Everything is from Him, not ‘others’. I know where I came from, and I know my final destination. I know my Heavenly father, and He is the only God.

My friends, I pray for you all everyday. I’d like to share the eternal life with you all!
My dear Jeff, it doesn’t matter whether you are the first 3, or the last 3; You are in the list! I pray for u everyday as I promised to you. If you afraid you’ll be lonely in the hell, why don’t you join me in the heaven one day, instead of bringing me to the hell? Heheheh ;p

MAY GOD BLESS YOU…. :)

Lutheran... converted to Methodist

Today I'm converting to Methodist at Shern En Church. I was formally from Lutheran Church. Anyhow, i still serve the same Lord! :)

Here's the history about Lutheran & Methodist :-

Lutheranism is a major branch of Protestant Christianity which follows the teachings of the sixteenth-century German reformer Martin Luther. Luther's efforts to reform the theology and practice of the Church launched the Protestant Reformation and, though it was not his intention, left Western Christianity divided.
The split between Lutherans and the Roman Catholic Church arose mainly over the doctrine of justification before God. Specifically, Lutheranism advocates a doctrine of justification "by grace alone through faith alone because of Christ alone," distinct from the Roman Catholic view. Lutheran theology differs considerably from Reformed theology in its understanding of divine grace and predestination to eternity after death.

The first Methodist clergy were ordained by John Wesley, a minister in the Church of England, because of the crisis caused by the American Revolution which cut the Methodists in the States off from the Church of England and its sacraments. The Methodist church has allowed ordination of women with full rights since 1956, the first mainstream Christian denomination to do so.

::: my holiday :::

Getting real sick after my holiday in KL. :( Party too much!! Hehehe... Anyway, was great to meet up some old friends, and got to know some new friends there. Was having fun there. Hope to see you guys again realllllll soon!!!! Miss ya~~~~

The right one, the right timing.

Thing isn't that complicated indeed. Be open minded, and bring it up for discussion. With the lead of God, we talked. I was surprised, anyhow glad that he understand how I feel and what i think. Thanks for being so understanding. It was all my fault.
I still need a little bit more time. It's hard to forget someone, but i'm trying.
Hmm.... in fact I have a feeling that maybe you are the right one from God. Maybe we just have to wait for the perfect timing. Well, i say maybe... hehehe....

Anger management

I'm not a Saint. I have my temper, and sometimes it was really really bad one!! I am trying hard to be good,... or best if i can.
There's something i can't tolerate. There's a limit for everything. I understand love is no boundaries, it isn't irritable. I am not asking for any returns. But please at least appreciate what i did for you.....
It was really sad when someone cannot understand you, yet didn't even give a shit. Sigh...
There is a time to be angry. This anger, however, needs to be expressed in love, and without sin (Eph. 4:26).
I am not hypocritical. I'm just trying to be nice, and trying to control my anger.
I don't blame you anymore. I hope you like the choc cheese. And, i will buy the choc banana next time.... hehe. ;p

::: Tithing :::

" Bring the whole tithe into the storehouse, that there may be food in my house, and test me now in this,” says Yahweh of Armies, “if I will not open you the windows of heaven, and pour you out a blessing, that there shall not be room enough for. " (Malachi 3:10)

This is what i always heard in the church. Surrender 10% of our income to the Lord through His church. It is one of our (christian) duties. Do it with the joyful heart. It doesn't matter whether it is 'gross tithe' or 'net tithe'. Just do it!!

For the God so love us, that even sacrified His only son - Jesus Christ to die for our sins. What is the 10% compare to God's love?? It is just a tiny little potato. You are paying 10% service tax at Coffee Bean, Starbucks,.... aren't you?? Hehe... ;p

God is giving us His great blessing. I believe the 'fruits' from the Lord taste much much more better than the vanilla ice-blended. Hehehe... ;p

Remember, do it with joy! God bless!!

Pray for the korean hostages

Please pray for the 23 Korean christian hostages being held in Afghanistan. Two of them has been killed. The group warned it would murder further captives unless its demands are met. May God be with them in the horror of the darkness.

"Lo, a horror of great darkness fell upon him" (Gen. 15:12).
When some terrible sorrow which seems so hard to reconcile with perfect love, crushes down upon the soul, wringing from it all its peaceful rest in the pitifulness of God, and launching it on a sea unlit by a ray of hope;
when unkindness, and cruelty maltreat the trusting heart, till it begins to doubt whether there be a God overhead who can see and still permit--these know something of the "horror of great darkness."
It is thus that human life is made up; rightness and gloom; shadow and sun; long tracks of cloud, succeeded by brilliant glints of light, and amid all Divine justice is working out its own schemes, affecting others equally with the individual soul which seems the subject of special discipline.

Who are filled with the horror of great darkness because of God's dealings with mankind, learn to trust that infallible wisdom, which is co-assessor with immutable justice; and know that He who passed through the horror of the darkness of Calvary, with the cry of forsakenness, is ready to bear you company through the valley of the shadow of death till you see the sun shining upon its further side.

The disciples thought that that angry sea separated them from Jesus. Nay, some of them thought worse than that; they thought that the trouble that had come upon them was a sign that Jesus had forgotten all about them, and did not care for them.
Oh, dear friend, that is when troubles have a sting, when the devil whispers, "God has forgotten you; God has forsaken you"; when your unbelieving heart cries as Gideon cried, "If the Lord be with us, why then is all this befallen us?" The evil has come upon you to bring the Lord nearer to you. The evil has not come upon you to separate you from Jesus, but to make you cling to Him more faithfully, more tenaciously, more simply. --F. S. Webster, M.A.

Never should we so abandon ourselves to God as when He seems to have abandoned us.